Even though I've taken some human development classes and sociology of adolescence in college it still amazes me how much and how quickly the human mind changes. It's crazy how the brain controls every single part, emotion and action of the human body. Among those emotions are mood swings, you know..those things teenagers are really fond of. Is it weird that I'm almost 20 and I still consider myself a teenager? I'd like to think not! But anyhow, I find it weird how when I was younger nothing really bothered me, nothing offended me, nothing made me furious...but now..oh boy!!! Almost EVERYTHING bothers me, most things could be turned into offensive comments and a lot of things make me furious. Is that a part of growing up? Realizing that life is not a fairytale?
Maybe because it wasn't until long that I started having to take part into family decisions, having to do things by myself, having to deal with things on my own, and giving advice to friends...ugh I sometimes really hate giving advice to friends...especially if they're pessimistic. I hate pessimistic people...like no matter how much you try to cheer them up they won't listen, I think that's one of my biggest pet peeves. Why can't people think "things will get better soon...have a little bit of faith" more often? Sigh...see what I'm talking about? I think I've turned into somewhat of a bitch. Excuse my french. hehe.
I hope my brain still has a bit of changing in it so that when I'm older I can see things clearer. I want to feel old and wise, not just old.

In other more exciting and totally unrealated news....
SUMMER HAS BEGUN!!!! so, soooooo exciting. I can't wait to see what summer has in store for me. Hopefully a lot of good things. What are your summer plans?