Lately I've noticed that there are periods in one's life when everything is just so....heavy. I've been thinking of that one part in Up in the Air where George Clooney is doing his "motivational" speech about the backpack...he talks about putting every little thing that's in your life: your car, your TV, your house, your neighbors, friends, family..absolutely everything. He goes on to saying that if you do, the backpack will be extremely heavy....that's how I feel right now; and to that backpack I've not only added the accessories that make up my everyday life but also my worries, my ideas, alienation, anger, sadness, uncertainty...so many stuff! This week has been so mentally tiring, I can barely stand it. It literally feels like I'm carrying something huge on my back!
sigh......

Everything will be better soon, I hope. I think this backpack deserves to be emptied out and have something not so heavy in there...like flowers and fulfilled dreams.